Red hair girl.

As i promised, i will post more often from now on. :)
I'm bored with those brown color, so i decided to try something new without any bleaching.
Because the past bleaching was making my life miserable.
So, luckily this red doesn't need any bleaching and i kinda like it :)

Well, the bad thing is being a red hair girl are too easy to recognize because i always do something stupid :p
And the worst is, have to put cosmetic on so i don't look like having a pale sick look. :/
A nice thing have to sacrifice :D

with flash on.

I look so pale and sick, fml. *i'm the laziest person in the world :(*

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

So, do you guys really believe in 2012 doomsday?

I personally think it's stupid. Ops :x

What do you think?

End of the year.

Sorry, didn't update much due some reasons. I promise i'll update as often as possible. *Pinky promise*
Being too emotional for the past few months, but everything is fine now. I'm fine, my two little princess are fine too. Gotta just use to it and live for it, somehow i feel quite stupid. But it's a past :)
Will post more happy post like how i used to be!
Time flies too fast, just a blink and it's already December..
So, let the picture do the talking <3


---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

MY BIG DAY <3

3 Outfit of the celebrations 
This year i planned to have something simple, like dinner with some of my closest friend is already enough for me. :)
A few picture with my loves.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Catherine Leow *My baby sis* 's Big day, having a 'Back to school' Theme.
Had lot of fun :) I just love theme party, don't you? :) 

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Do you miss my two little princess? :D
Desa park city is their walking place now, :)

Here is a recent picture of them!

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Some other event that i had been.

                                 

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Do you guys realize something different about me? :)
Ya, it's my hair! I WANT LONG HAIR NOW!!
What do you think? Short or long hair? 

 Follow my Instagram for daily update <3

Elin Tan is back :D

HELLLOOO!
I feel better now, i mean like ALOT BETTER!
I'm back to my normal life, IM BACK!! Haha, feel kinda silly for being so sad and torture myself past few weeks.
Really have to thanks my best friends, no matter how busy they are, they will still beside me.
Appreciate that, i'm serious.
Friends been asking me, he did so much to you, will you hate him?
I think of that alot too, but my answer will be No...
Because, hating someone make you feel bad and all. So why hate them?
We should be what we came from, Strangers not enemy.
Maybe when i really meet him, i should be smiling at him not acting like a real strangers.
But still, memories are hard to forget.. He did too much for me, a happy memories.
Haha, i failed my undang test twice I really feel like giving up tho..
But, i still wanna to try my best. I believe one day i'll pass it! :)
Working start on wednesday, time flies real fast..
AND MY BIRTHDAY IS GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSERRRRR.
Every year i really get excited and plan alot for my birthday ,but it's like before 3-4 months.
But everytime my plan doesn't work. Hope this year my plan will work. :)
Haha, I didn't sleep for the whole night still studying my stupid undang book, gonna take the test later on 9am.. Hope i really can pass it, *finger crossed*

Beginning

Well, tuition start on monday. I'm kinda excited, but i know it will be very hard.
I'll have no time for friend nor relax time.
Hmm, but i think it's the time for me to think about future now, or else it gonna be wasting more time like what i did past two years.
So yeah, getting real hard to arrange my timetable now. :)
Been party these few week with my friends, but i swear to myself i'm not gonna party after i got the job and studies.
Well, maybe few month a time if i get really stress up. Haha
It's good to be myself now, well i have to say that i did a good job changing my attitude. Seriously, i nearly can't recognize myself tho.
Hahaha, i'm just kidding. But my attitude are not that fuck up like last time. :)
Will go on with mature thinking attitude, i like what am i now.
My dad will never trust that i will study, but he trust me now. I won't be disappointing anyone.
Because i know if i hardworking on this year i'll be more easy on the future, So why not? :D
Mum said she will pay for my KK's trip. I shouldn't take it, i should be using my own salary. :p
But, if she really wanna sponsor me, why not giving me half of it? Hahahah.
I did party these few week, yes i had alot of fun.. But i have to let myself know i can't do that everytime!
Sleeping late and all, i should be a normal person that sleep on 10am and wake up at 8am the next morning.
I can do it! :)

Some party that i enjoyed a lot in those week, alth i don't drink but i still enjoy it :)

Start wearing formal these day, don't really get use to it. But soon maybe? :)

Doing alot healthy's stuff these day, exercise!! To get more stamina before i go to KK's trip :P

Hahah, enjoying my life :))

Still thinking how to tell my parents about the UK trip :( But i will use my own saving money, not gonna beg with them :)

Tryin new things!

Trying new things, yeah I'm gonna try new thing in my life.
Starting to save money and try overseas life. Yes, not gonna ask money from parents
Because I know I won't be appreciate it, :)
I told mummy today, I said if she could let me to go climb Kota Kinabalu's hill.
Yes, I'm afraid of being alone. But I have to grow up and stay tough!
I'm gonna climb Kota Kinabalu's hill alone! :)
And guess what! She said yes! Because I lied to her that I'll be going with friends, I'm sorry mum.
I got asthma, but I'm not afraid, I want to go there!
I'll search for more information, if you do have some please tell me by leaving comments.
I wanna to go on august, yes maybe on my birthday! As a gift perhaps? Haha
A tough decision of my life, but more to go! <3

Move on.

No matter how hard your life is, you still have to go on. Move on.
Well, i WILL don't care about him anymore.
I will ignore everything about him. He won't think that i'm helping him but he even hate me more.
So yeah, moving on is the best now.
I used to be your 21st Birthday present, I used to hugging you sleep, I used to you give me a morning kiss everyday. I used to eat with you, I used to play games with you.
Well, everything is past now. What i needa to do is, move on. :")

Happy-Go-Lucky-Girl.

Happy-Go-Lucky-Girl. I am a happy go lucky girl. I won't be that sad if nothing really serious happened.
Well, i'm pretty sure that i won't be contacting him or stalking him anymore, it's just not my way.
Even though i want to know everything, but really it's just wasting my time.
Dad & Mum supported me to for the test, just after my undang test.
I'm glad that they still care me alot. 
Happy-Go-Lucky-Girl is back!!
It might take some times. I'll change my attitude for myself & my friends.
We can't be couples, but we can still be friend. If we still have fate we might get back together.
But, nobody can predict it. Now all i want is, to get everything done that will never make me regret.
I'm always have this mind, SPM result are useless in malaysia, But NO! it's not! 
It's freaking important! Glad that i still have some times now if i don't waste it.
*Finger-crossed* I don't hope to get any A,B,C. What i hope is i can pass it.
Just saying because i don't wanna disappoint myself or you.
I will study hard and work hard. 
Thanks for everything for the last 5 month. I will move on and get rid of sadness. 
I will always remember you, :)

We had a greatest memories that i ever don't wanna to forget it.